University of Central Missouri, Department of English and Philosophy
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In Review:

The self views itself as flaneuror cat about Oakland, hiding under carsbypassed by garbage trucks blue and dental in theirclinical attachments. The jostling plastics, dampened in frequency,reminds me of: Emily. Wittgenstein in the Blue and Brown notebooksimagines his brother in America. Is the brother of my imagination the brotherthat is my brother in America? I love Emily, fraternally. She sends me a snap, of weed_slut_420We live in an asset bubble of delusions. They rise, pneumatically, rings of smoke haloing: I avail myselfof having to avail myself. In flesh and in spirit. Clare texts, scripts, says "Hello, You are heartbroken.This is heartbreak, isn't it?" [End Page 231]

YL Xue

YL Xue lives in NYC and received the Galway Kinnell Memorial Scholarship from the Squaw Valley Community of Writers in 2019.

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